Listen to your instinct, you must trust your inner self. Call it your own and fight for what it means. Believe that your heart and mind know what is right for your soul. Be able to look in the mirror and understand that you are ever-changing. You may not like it now, or soon. But in time you will learn to be at ease with the mystery of your life.
The constant hunger must stay strong and courage will slowly come. Your time will come to teach by just living.